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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-08-14 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
MJ really hated magic. But sometimes, she had to admit that it could do things that science hadn't been able to manage.

When she'd first noticed the blank spots in her memories and the vague sense of dread that flooded her veins whenever she'd tried unearthing her brain's secrets, she'd done the sensible thing: she'd started therapy. But when she'd finally opened up to Ned about the reason she was seeing someone, he'd gone quiet and admitted that he was experiencing the same memory issues. It had been a relief, talking about it with someone, but at the same time, it wasn't likely that PTSD would manifest in the exact same way in two separate people.

One thing they could both agree on, though, was that Spider-Man featured predominantly in the flashes of their memories they could recall. So if he was involved in this somehow, maybe they should just ask him. Getting ahold of him, though, was easier said than done, and so they had to resort to a desperate option.

It was supposed to be a simple plan. While visiting with Dr. Strange, one of them would discreetly lift the sling ring from his belt and wait for him to leave the room. Ned would open a portal while thinking of Spider-Man, MJ would run through it if it looked safe, Ned would close the portal and tell Strange that MJ had needed to run, and the two of them would link up after. Even if Strange found them out, he couldn't get mad at them, since the ring wouldn't be leaving the Sanctum. It was straightforward. Clean. Easy.

Except, when MJ emerged on the other side of the portal in what looked like a fairly quiet neighborhood in Queens, she frowned in confusion. She'd immediately looked up and around, expecting to see him swinging through the air or perched on a lamppost or something. Instead, it looked like a fairly quiet afternoon on a fairly empty street, and she would have thought no one was around if she hadn't heard the distinctive sound of a bus pulling away from somewhere behind her.

When she whirled around, she froze. It wasn't Spider-Man, no, but... it was. She could see his face clearly in her mind, knew what his voice sounded like without ever hearing it, and had a distinct urge to throw bread at him. That last bit was a little weird, but instead of focusing on where it came from, she pointed her finger at the guy who may have just come off the bus or who had walked around it.

"Hey! You! We need to talk!"
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-08-14 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, he isn't avoiding eye contact with her and assuming she's some random crazy person in the street, so that seems to solidify that he knows her, so MJ can probably trust that much of her memories. Now that she has his attention, though, she finds that she's not really sure what to say, especially not when there are other people around and he's not even in the suit. She can't just blow Spider-Man's secret identity, can she? Is that why her memories had gotten screwy? Because she knows too much about him and he was trying to make her forget? Is that one of his spider-powers?

That feels right on some instinctive level, but intellectually, it also feels all wrong. If Spider-Man had been trying to keep her and Ned from remembering and revealing his true identity, his expression right now would be very different. Annoyed, maybe, or exasperated, or surprised; she doesn't know him enough to know what his reaction would be, but the innocent look on his face gives her pause long enough for her to look a little unsure of herself.

No, nope, if she looks uncertain, and he is trying to keep something from her, then he can lean into that uncertainty and self-doubt and claim that he has no idea what she's talking about. So she steels herself to be as blunt as she usually is, if discreet enough to keep her voice down to vaguely confidential levels.

"I have questions. For Spider-Man."
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-08-18 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Rather than look disappointed, MJ's expression becomes entirely perplexed. "Pictures? What-?" She frowns deeply as she looks down at the camera he gestures towards. It has to be a cover, right? She distinctly remembers his head on Spider-Man's body. Unless he's been experimenting with some crazily realistic photo editing, she assumes that he uses pictures of Spider-Man as a way to explain away any affiliation he might seem to have with the costumed hero among his family and friends. She doesn't know much about comic books, but didn't Clark Kent write articles about Superman for the same reason? It stands to reason that a real-world superhero would use a comic book hero as some sort of inspiration.

"I don't care about what pictures you take for your blog or whatever," she tells him with a dismissive wave of her hand. "That's not-...." She looks around for a moment before stepping in closer to him, hating that she feels like she's breaching his personal bubble. But if he's being difficult, then she's going to have to be even more forthright than she's been so far.

"You," she hisses quietly. "You're Spider-Man. And don't tell me you're not, because your mind control or whatever it was is wearing off, and I'm remembering now."

That stab of uncertainty strikes again; what if he actually doesn't know who she is and her so-called memories are just illusions or something? What if he'd just dressed up as Spider-Man for Halloween and so the portal had just sent her here, because he's the last person Ned had seen dressed up like that?

But no, nope, before that doubt can weaken her resolve, she remembers something else that confirms he's more than just some random guy with a really good Spidey costume. "You were climbing on the ceiling at Ned's house and got rid of a cobweb for Lola. Heck, you were trying to prove to me that you were Spider-Man." The why of the matter is still fuzzy, but the more she talks to him, the more information keeps flooding back.
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-08-26 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
No. No, no, no, no, no. Of course he'd deny everything if ever confronted with whatever he'd done to her memories. Of course he would gaslight her. Of course he would walk away. MJ's not really sure how she'd expected this to go, but she hadn't accounted for the way the panic immediately sets in when he pushes past her.

The memories might be coming back, but they're not coming back nearly quickly enough. Snapshots of images, sound bytes, flashes of things that may or may not have actually happened with zero context whatsoever are all flooding her brain in a confusing mess. He's Spider-Man. She knows he is.

But he's also not.

She has no idea how both of those things can be true, and her chest tightens with every step he takes further and further away from her. Whirling around to look at him, she blurts out, "You saved me. You couldn't save her, but-...."

Where those words came from, she doesn't know. But as soon as they're out of her mouth, she knows they're true, the memories clicking into place like overturning the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle before locking them together. "I was falling, and-... and I knew that I was going to die. But I remember your face, because you were the one who caught me, and you held onto me until we were safe, and you asked me if I was okay. And then I asked you the same."

Because he hadn't been okay. That impression is clear enough, much more so than the story she vaguely recalls him telling about another woman - his MJ, whatever that had meant - and how he couldn't save her, and how that had changed the course of his life. But when she'd asked if he was okay... he had been.

Covering her face in her hands as she takes a deep breath and tries to make sense of this, she tells him, "Please tell me you remember that, because this is the first clear memory I've had in a long time."
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-09-08 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
When he continues to insist that he has no idea what she's talking about, MJ realizes that this whole thing is a lost cause. Either the portal had messed up and this guy isn't Spider-Man but someone that both she and Ned had somehow conflated with him, or he is Spider-Man and will never admit as much in public. Either way, this is a waste of time.

Trying not to crumble, she reaches into her back pocket and gets out her phone, shaking her head at his questions. She has to call Ned, has to tell him that he'd gotten this wrong and they'd have to decide whether they want to take another crack at it or just discreetly return the ring to Strange and figure out the next best steps.

But before she can even bring the phone to her ear, she realizes that the call hasn't gone through. Frowning, she tries again before noticing she has no service. As she turns on airplane mode with the intention of turning it off again to see if that helps, she passes the time by absently answering his questions. "Forget it. I'm going through something, and I thought you could help me. But if you don't know what I'm talking about, then I guess I'm out of luck."

When her phone still has no service or data, she realizes that the portal might have messed it up somehow. That doesn't make sense; if anything, it would have either had no impact or would've completely fried the phone. Why would she be disconnected all of a sudden?

Okay, no reason to panic. She can figure out where she is and just take a train back to the Sanctum. But if there's a chance that this is Spider-Man, maybe she can save herself a train fare if she can offer enough of a namedrop to help her out here, so she finally looks up at him as she tries to stamp out her feeling that something is terribly wrong here.

"I'm MJ," she finally offers. "I, uh-... sort of found you via Dr. Strange. But he technically doesn't know about this so please don't tell him."
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2024-10-20 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
When he takes a step closer to her, MJ is struck by another fleeting flash of recognition, breath catching in her throat for a moment. But his name doesn't ring any bells, since the only Peter she's had any recent interaction with is that one weird kid who'd come into her job and had introduced himself by his full name just to order a cup of coffee. Strange as that interaction had been, it doesn't really hold a candle to how surreal her current situation is.

Her words are initially stuck in her throat as she makes eye contact, echoes of familiarity toying at the edges of her memories. It's beyond jarring, and so she forces herself to look down at her phone again, once more fiddling with the various settings in an attempt to get it to connect to a network. "I was looking for Spider-Man," she finally manages to answer after a deep breath. "And I'm having some memory issues. So I thought-... forget it. I must be misremembering something. Either that, or you're successfully gaslighting me to keep your identity secret, which I can begrudgingly respect even if I hate it."

She glances up at him once again, trying to assess his body language. He's obviously giving her his full attention now, given that he's put his earbuds away and looks visibly concerned. He's probably just wondering how to go about getting someone committed to an institution in this day and age, but what if he's concerned because he really is who she thinks he is, and he has little or no memory of her in return? If the amnesia isn't something that Spider-Man had done but that had impacted him and people around him, this could be a much bigger issue than she'd previously anticipated.

"Can you tell me how I can get to the Sanctum Sanctorum from here?" Everyone knows about the Sanctum Sanctorum, so even if he really is just a random guy named Peter that she'd crazily accosted on the street, he should still be able to direct her in that general direction. Holding up her phone, MJ explains, "I was going to call my, uh... ride, but my phone's decided to go on the blitz. Or just point me towards the closest train station and I'll get out of your hair."

Although given the bus he'd just disembarked before she'd spotted him, she finds herself hoping that if this is Queens, it isn't one of those out-of-the-way neighborhoods that will require her to take a bus before taking several trains to get into the city. She's really in no mindset for a long commute, especially if Ned would have left the Sanctum by the time she gets there, leaving her to explain her predicament to the prickly Strange.
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2025-05-04 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
When he presses her about her mention of memory issues, MJ presses her lips together, wanting to just forget about this whole mess. She'd sort of wished she'd left this particular mystery alone without any attempts to solve it, but she knows that's never been her way; even if she'd somehow known in advance that she'd just embarrass herself to a total stranger, it wouldn't have stopped her from trying to figure this out. "I remember Spider-Man saving my life," she replies levelly. "And Spider-Man had your face. I know he did, because-... because of the way you looked at me when you caught me."

She doesn't know how she could have forgotten that expression - tormented, conflicted, but undeniably relieved as he resisted tears while she clung to him - but now that she's remembered, it's as clear as day. The context behind that mental picture is still grainy at best, but that's just all the more reason to try and make sense of all of this.

For now, she can only blink at him when he claims not to know what the Sanctum Sanctorum is. "... what? It's in the Village. Bleecker Street. Dr. Strange's place? With weird portals and other wizard goings-on?" Anyone who's heard of Dr. Strange knows about the Sanctum. Unless.... "Do you... not know who Dr. Strange is? When was the last time you read a newspaper or watched the news?"

Alarm bells are going off in her head. The situation has, somehow, managed to get weirder, especially since Peter seems like a more or less intelligent guy and so he should be aware of the caped crazies that live in his metaphorical backyard. Whatever doubts she's beginning to have, though, are more about the situation and less about Peter. He seems like he's trying to help, even if he's insisting that she's got him pegged all wrong. So either he's an uncommonly sweet person, or else she isn't wrong about him and he just doesn't want to admit it in public.

Going off with a guy she's never met sounds like the premise to at least half of the episodes of the murder shows she watches, so MJ frowns and shifts her weight a little as she looks Peter over. They're about the same height and he seems to be more on the wiry side, so he doesn't have any obvious physical advantages over her; if she needs to fend him off, she might stand half a chance just based on the fact that she's paranoid enough to constantly be on her guard. Of course, if he actually does have superpowers, she won't stand a chance should he prove hostile.

As much as she hates to do it, she knows that she has to hope for the best despite it going against everything she generally believes in. "Sure," she murmurs reluctantly, opting to harvest as much information from this potential lead as she possibly can. "Just-... weird question, I know, but can you tell me which neighborhood we're in?" The street signs she can see are all numbered and so that doesn't narrow it down, but the area looks familiar enough to make her think that she doesn't live all too far away. Not that she's going to tell him that, of course.
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2025-05-12 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
When he claims there's no Dr. Strange, MJ narrows her eyes, wondering whether or not he's just gaslighting her at this point. But no, somehow... she believes him. Because why would he lie about a thing like that? Maybe Strange had found out that she and Ned had planned to steal his ring and this is some wacky mirror dimension or something. That's a thing he can do, right? (... how would she know that's a thing he can do?) So if nothing else, MJ at least believes that Peter believes there's no Dr. Strange, which means she'd either been sent to someplace almost like home but not quite, or whatever's messing with her memories has gotten worse.

And then he tells her where they are, and that's when the surrealism seems to start clicking into place. She's home. Literally home. Based on the street signs, she should be just blocks from her apartment building. Except... she can't see her building from here. She tilts her head to look a little further up the block, and things just look... a little off. This bus stop, for instance, definitely isn't supposed to be here, and that house on the corner isn't supposed to have a yard that big. They're little things, definitely, and maybe she's just got her internal map turned around a bit, but she's almost positive this is her exact neighborhood and yet somehow not exactly her neighborhood.

The thought of being stranded in some weird mirror universe or whatever is one thing, but being stranded here alone is even worse, so when that eerie feeling settling over her bones begins to feel like it might morph into panic, she scurries after Peter, trying to force herself to worry about just the one issue at a time. She doesn't know if that's really possible considering how big the issues she's facing are, but if she's going to panic she at least wants to be sitting down, maybe with a warm drink on its way for her to cradle between her now-shaky hands.

"I didn't-... didn't know there was a diner here," she muttered, trying not to look flustered as her eyes continue to scan her surroundings for the points of familiarity among the unfamiliar. "Are we, uh, by Midtown High, or...?"
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[personal profile] neverdisappointed 2025-05-16 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
... she knows the Bel Aire. But it's not here. Or, rather, it's not supposed to be here. It's supposed to be maybe twenty minutes away from here, which is far enough away that there can be another diner with the same name, but it's too close for a business owner to want to compete with a classic neighborhood diner. While her brain might be working overtime as she tries to figure out where all these new pieces fit into this puzzle, MJ remains silent, frowning a little as she catches sight of the diner in question.

"Huh," is all she manages to eventually utter. It's been a while since she's visited the Bel Aire, but this very much looks like it. Is this some weird alternate universe where the landscape is a little different? Different histories translate into different neighborhoods being more or less affordable for businesses and contractors, so the exact locations are there but don't quite line up? First she'd have to accept that alternate universes are even a thing.

Which... let's be honest, shouldn't be that surprising, since they're arguably more scientific than simply being poofed into a pocket dimension by an ornery sorcerer.

"Sort of," she answers softly when Peter asks if she's from the area, looking off in the direction that he claims the high school is in. You should be able to see the steeple from blocks away, but that's yet another thing that's suspiciously absent. Midtown isn't that close to her apartment, but she's already ascertained that her apartment isn't where it should be, so....

"You already think I'm crazy, so I won't go into the 'sort of' aspect of things. At least, not until I've had a cup of coffee or something. But yeah, I'm wrapping up my senior year now."